Nicole, 31 yrs. - Budva | July, 2016.

 

~ First session

In the first session of my Personal Reconnection, as I layed down on the massage table, I first felt a strong flickering of my eyeballs. It made me laugh because the more I tried to stop them, the more they moved up and down. Very funny feeling. Then there was a strong pressure on my neck, arms, legs and especially on my knees. The arms and legs seemed to become very, very heavy at the moment. It is as if they were magnified many times with the feeling of being nailed to a bed. I couldn't move them by my desire until the end of the session. Then, at the depth of my neck, I felt the pressure at three points and the rapid pulse of the artery. My hands are starting to hurt me slightly from the pressure, with feeling as if someone holds them. Within hands and feet I felt pressure which was evenly "poured" and distributed along the body, with a sense of "flickering" and heat.

My body then started to triple in size and I got impression of lying in my mom's body (my mom passed away a few years ago). The impression that her body, is my body. For a few moments, I caught myself on the verge of falling asleep, and then I twitch in myself, losing the sense of time. At some point, it was as if I was back in the time of Mozart and the white twisted wigs. I knew I was lying, and yet, I knew that I was living in a house with beautiful balconies and windows. I am overwhelmed by the atmosphere in the castle with the impression of seriousness and solemnity. Then I felt breeze air along my body. The children with white wigs "flew" near me, also solemnly dressed. The interesting thing is that in "reality" it was present moment, when I felt the breeze beside my body. They made some mischief, something fell on the floor, as if they had knocked an object into the run, giggled and continued to run. Then I heard their laughter echoing in the house hall. I felt very happy. I looked at them with love and laughed at it, looking carefully for them not to fall. After that, the upcoming sensation was slight tickling that I could not scratch because my hands and feet are still "as in chains." Several times I was stunned, I could not imagine where you are moving during the session. At one point, I felt the heat on my head, and I feel like you are right next to my head, and a second later I hear your footsteps on the other side of the bed as you move and approach that part of your body.

 

At the end of the session, I felt something tighten my head back. It was as if a form of rectangular cube had been thrown behind my head with a slight sense of pressure that gradually increased. Then, a couple of times, my spine was firing (I have a slightly curved spine) and I felt as if a "hole" had opened into the top of my head. I say "opened" because the impression was that someone had opened champagne, so the plug came out of it, with nothing coming out or going into it.

After the session, I felt blissful and very relaxed. Also thoughtful and startled. I know I dreamed something, but in the morning I couldn't remember what I was actually dreaming. The next day, I felt just as beautiful and energetic as if I were "new". I woke up at 6am in the morning and did not sleep in the afternoon, although I am in the habit of doing so. In contact with the people from the city the communication was happening with extreme kindness. Wherever I found myself, everyone acted very kindly, spontaneously and flexible, as if we had always known each other. I've been joking a lot, with people I meet for the first time. If I could describe it in words, the closest definition would be "unusual comfort".

~ Second session

At the beginning of the second session, a quick flickering of my eyes started again beyond my control. Taught by previous experience, with a smile, I decided to let myself go (I guess I looked really funny) and let them "do their thing" for a few minutes and really, they calmed down. The next thing I noticed was the pressure on the temples. Immediately, the pressure happened also in my ears, with a slight "puff!" sound inside them and then I saw the green color.

 

Then, the feeling as if someone started vacuuming the inside of my body and im starting to feel lighter and lighter, with the impression that my body is completely sunk in the mattress of the massage bed. I even felt that someone had pushed my stomach aside, with the impression that it was saying "don't be angry, I don't need it right now, so I'm going to move it a little sideways for a while" and that made me laugh. At some point, I got impression that my head is "running away". It was turning on the left side, beyond my desire. And it was also very funny to me, because at the same time I cared that you would not notice it. And my right hand was constantly "running away" with the impression that it was about to fall out of bed. Not long after, I had a feeling that my legs and arms were constantly bouncing, jerking and rolling as if they were made of rubber, although in reality this did not really happen, nor did my head turn. Then they calmed down and the same feeling arised of pressure on them, with a special "weight" on my knees, elbows and fingers. A vibration begins to flow through my fingers and all over my body, with a "flickering" sensation. Not long after, I had the impression that someone was splashing me with water and that someone was simultaneously turning on a wiper that cleans that water from me. Stunned, I felt very relaxed wishing the session lasts as long as possible.

Then, as in the first session, I glide into a deep relaxation and again I'm on the verge of falling asleep. Again, a vision happened. A boy and a girl standing beside me and they look at me. At that moment, I know intuitively that they are brother and sister. The brother is a little older and taller and the sister is smaller and stands in front of him. They look at me kindly and curiously. A rectangular object reappears in my head and begins to tighten my head back but much more comfortably than in the first session. In the end, the pressure is released, begins to dissolve and it produces little girls dancing very quickly through choreography and giggling. A truly indescribable sight! I could notice every detail on them even though it was happening relatively quickly. Then out of the corner of my eye, I see a very nice, fine face with a beard that looks at me and it reminds me of Jesus Christ (and I'm not religious). As I write this to you, I look at my computer clock and see that it is 3:33h. After that, there were a few other positive characters that changed in a vision, and that I forgot, because their change was happening a little faster so I couldn't remember. Also, I heard a voice in the form of a short word but didn't remember and I'm a little sorry about that.

Ivan, I cannot describe to you how impressed I am because I felt an incredible connection with those children and other persons, who appeared to me through my short visions during the sessions. I literally had the impression of hanging out with them and it filled me with great emotions. Now I feel very satisfied and I feel as a part of me has been returned. Thank you.