Cathrina, 19 years old - Herceg Novi | October, 2016

 

~ First  session  ​ 

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I saw it first  very white  light above my eyes, which at times became stronger, and then much darker. When it is stronger, then I get pain in my eyes, with stronger flickering in them and pressure on my temples, and when it is darker, then milder headaches with "tapping" and "pulsing" in it. Heat and cold were constantly changing everywhere in the body, alternating,  again following the rhythm and intensity of the light above my eyes. When the light intensifies, I feel the heat, and when it goes into the darkness, the cold, and so on throughout the session. Also, I heard "buzzing" in my head from the beginning to the end of the session, and several times  the sound of a plane taking off. All the time, I had the impression that someone else was moving next to me and Ivan, and later standing right next to the massage bed. Shortly afterwards, body twitches begin. (otherwise I have tics and twitches, especially in the morning when waking up). First the right hand, then both hands and  both legs, and their bending at the joints back and forth, also alternately. First arms together, then legs. It's like some force is taking my arms, my legs  and begins to them  bends at the joints. That is. as if I were doing exercises, but that I was completely  "stiff," and I can't arbitrarily  to move them, but that force does it for me. During bending, I noticed "cracks" in my joints, and they never crack when I normally bend them.  For the legs, I had the feeling that they had become very long, that is. elongated. I also felt my fingers and toes move, as if they were doing exercises as well. Then the pressure in my stomach, with the dull pain, as if some heavy object was on it and pressing me harder and harder, as if it wanted to go through it,  then discounts. During the pressure, I had the impression that there was pain and some more mass  coming out of my stomach.  Towards the end of the session, I had the impression that my body was "curving", now to one side, now to the other. Later, it was as if I was lying on my back, but all crooked, as if my legs were stretched to the left, my arms to the right, and my head also to the right. Very strange and funny feeling. In the end, it felt as if my whole body had lifted, as if I was not lying on the bed, but in height.  To hover above him and be very light.  

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After the session, I was praised for the air and my mouth was very dry. U  for the first few minutes I felt dizzy and disoriented a  which then gradually decreased. Then I felt much better and calmer than before the session. When I got home I started laughing and I was caught up in the energy for dance and ballet choreography.

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~  The other one  session  ​ 

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Again light above the eyes, but this time not so strong, but darker, which at times  it completely "darkens" and then I see only darkness, so a faint light appears again.  Then I felt a rush of heat all over my body.  It's like mine  body evenly "warmed up".  The muscles in my face started tickling me, and I felt the pressure in my eyes again as in the first session. On the back of my head, I had the feeling that something was "pulling" me by the root of my hair. Like some beetle clinging to her and wanting to rip it out.  The second session started immediately with twitches in the body.  I had a feeling something was starting to hit me  tightens on the chest in the area of the heart.  And my hands literally started to "dance", producing "elegant" movements, first one after the other and finally both ended up on my chest, after which they just fell next to my body again. And so many times in a row. First one, then the other, and sometimes at the same time.  During these movements, I felt that my shoulders were somehow "shrinking".  Then the legs as well, elegant movements, literally like playing ballet. The movements were different than during the first session and then I did them  she bent completely in her knees, in movements towards her stomach, and now it seemed to begin  another set of exercises, joining my feet the way in, circular movements outwards and inwards  which go a little beyond my capabilities (a few years ago I had a thigh muscle injury while performing a rope on a ballet, and since then my leg movements have been greatly reduced). During that "stretching" I felt  irritants,  muscle tremors,  pressure behind the knee,  stronger cramps and pains in the legs, which at times went to the limit of tolerability.  I had the impression on my feet that I was wearing "ballet pillows".  I noticed that something was "bubbling" in my stomach, and then great relief, with the impression that there were no organs in it. That feeling followed me until the end of the session.

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After the session, I felt refreshed and again, I felt like I was going to fall asleep at any moment. That day I slept "like a cannon", and otherwise I sleep badly, I wake up and twitch during the night. It's like I have nightmares, and at the same time  I don't remember  is what I dreamed.

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~ Third  session  ​ 

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At the beginning of the third session  I had the impression that I was not lying properly at all, that I was not right, but that I was all twisted in waves. And that I am very light. It’s like I weigh only a few pounds.  Then I felt my arms move, and then my legs started to rise, one after the other. After that, to tighten towards me, also alternately. I felt it during that tightening  again "crunching" in them. It's like doing Yoga, ah  during these movements I felt a "crack" in my spine (I have scoliosis).  I felt a "tickle" on my legs. My shoulders also began to move in a circle and seemed to rise for a moment, then fall.  Then my stomach started to "tighten" as if there was a belt around it, and  on it that something is tied, some sort  "knot" and to try to untie it.  In the third session,  she joined the movement of her legs and arms  and head ie. my neck started doing "stretching" exercises, now on one side, now on the other. At the same time, I noticed that then my eyes started to narrow and my mouth and tongue tingled. I started to breathe harder and harder, and not long after, it got easier and easier. Then deep relaxation. Several times I had a very deep inhale and exhale.  

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After the third session, I felt very "light", as if I was asleep and did not get out of bed for several hours. Literally when I closed my eyes, a feeling of relaxation began and I just felt my arms and legs "fly" here and there. After the sessions, I noticed that my movements are getting easier and more flexible every day than before. And to sleep much better and not wake up during the night for now.